Resolve.

Well, this one comes a little light hearted, not the post, the word.

Resolve, ultimately what i need when am at the lowest of low, when nothing I come up with or face up seems to be going well.

Resolve, what you definitely need when bitch is stressing you. Ignore the calls, texts, Dms, inboxes.

Resolve, the power to be both courtious and hurt inside but still pull off the ramshackelled hair look.

Resolve, just that ultimate sensation you get when everything finally goes your way.

Well, a couple of friends say i hate a lot on things that concern me not and those that do, but well, i cant just help myself. YOLO is this craze that is eating away at our subculture and me being one trying to embrace it, i do sometimes apply it. Men always wear of facade of manliness but deep down, we hurt! Those consistent messages and calls, concerned voice when they call…simply means that the Ninja is worried and looking for a way out.

I was just like that a couple of weeks, which led to a one week binge of total chill and resource [money] wastage trying to cover up the anger, anxiety and pain. It did almost work but the loneliness always crept in at its worst, about the time when I was going to bed. Well, moral of the story is, I do now understand what it feels and means to do something like this to another person, but again, it doesn’t mean I am sympathetic because I would do it again if I found it necessary but it is always key to have resolve.

Resolve is that only niche that holds you between sanity and insanity and the balance between the two and how you go about matters as long as you remember, safety comes first.

Peace Out.

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